Monday, May 03, 2010

Days without you...

It has been quite a while...the days without you is greatly miserable...remember the days we used to be together...knowing all your good and bad characters...memories are everywhere whereever i go...

it is not easy for me to let go...but you have made a decision and you have chose to let go this relationship... to you it may be a peaceful separation...but its not for me...i love you deeply and you will never know and understand how deeply you have hurt me...it hurt even more deeply than what you are experiencing now...it easy for you to move n but its not for me...

We have been together for almost 6 yrs and You have used a short few weeks to determine whether are suitable and told me we have nothing in common...then what have we done for the past 6 yrs..... does it mean nothing to you.

Please stop saying that its has been a wonderful memories and stop saying thank you for everything...it really hurts me... i have nv love someone as much as i love myself....i love you more than i love myself....

still remember the first time you hold my hand...you told me that "at this moment i started to hold ur hand and i will nv let go ur hand"..but in the end you still leave me and let go me...... do u really feel that we have no good future???

after so many weeks....i still misses you and dare not step into town...i still dont know how to control myself if i happen to meet you...i am so scared,

Tears keep falling everyday, every moments...and i still love you.